{Monday, August 11, 2003 . Through The Looking Glass (Title inspired by the Animatrix)}
Through The Looking Glass
Through this window,
Forced to watch you.
Unable to touch.
Muffled sounds.
And distorted views.
Sitting here,
Through the looking glass,
Forced to bare it all.
“Endure the pain
and wait for glass to shatter”
Is the forlorn hope.
Heart beats, unbearable
Chest, empty
Soul, heavy
Mind, fogged.
Fist…clenched…
[shattering glass]
And the barrier still stands.
A shattered soul.
Hands in coat.
Candle flickers.
Through the looking glass,
Forced to bare it all.
Joe blogged on 11:34 AM
So ya...its been 5 days now since a real update? 6 from a poem update. And since those 5 days I have done alot of thinking. Whenever I update I always like to think what I will post, sort of like a rough draft. But whenever I sit in my chair, I decide to just not. Many things have happened in the past few days. Most recently is a dream I had last night. One that was quite odd...yet analyzing I found several pieces of info. I believe in the fact that dreams portray the soul's need or want. Or dreams express ones true feelings. So here I am rambling.
Three times just now, I started on a concept for updating and 3 times I have deleted after five words. My mood is not allowing me to express myself. Only once have I expressed myself in a form other than word of mouth. I wrote the most personal poem since I started being a poet. Sorry, I will not post it. Someday, though not anytime near today.
Maybe the new day will bring about new knowledge and mysteries. After all, Life is boring if we only choose to know what we already know. Seek the answers and create new mysteries. (heh that was rip of your book, Water)
Oh and everyone, tonight is the Full Moon. Enjoy it with someone.
- Keeper of the Darkness Flame
